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Welcome to The Dick Diary.

 

Throughout the years, I have had countless sessions. As I think back and recount on some of the funniest things that I have had subs do and new experiences along the way, I wanted to share the short stories with you. Below you will find those moments. This is a complete insight to the devious mind that I have.

 

So sit back, relax, grab some popcorn and enjoy the ride. While reading The Dick Diary, you won't be able to help but laugh, shake your head in disappointment and walk away thinking what the fuck did I just read.

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I have a sub that has been with Me for a few months now, he is now deemed My Sunday Sermon sub. This is the origin story and everything that has happened since then. Its started on a Saturday back in February on the 21st, just a normal cam session. I thought he might be a one and done session sub but boy was I wrong. Throughout this journey, you will hear all about the fun activities we have gotten into, the sessions he didn't show for and so much more. A little back story on why he is My Sunday Sermon sub... see he likes his sessions early morning, 8 am My time and yes you guessed it, on Sundays. He pays a hefty fee to ensure I am available at this time as it is outside of My normal working hours and he happily does so. Our first early session was a cam on February 21st. This was during the time where I was getting a lot of late night sessions, so I was up when he reached out around 4 am to have a 5 am session. I stayed up, we played and he lasted the whole session. Nothing crazy he just wanted basic humiliation and to cum on his socks.


The next time he reached out was the first day I got to Las Vegas for a work trip on February 28th. he wanted a session the next morning, this time a text session. I explained to him it is out of my normal hours and he would have to pay the early morning fee as I'm not normally up at that time. We booked it for 8am. He sent to pre book and hold the time. The next morning, March 1st, I woke up and set up for the session. We started playing and 15 min in of his hour text session he tapped out. I thought maybe he wasn't into it or that he just came early... with subs you just never know. A few days go by and I hear from him on Friday that same week. he wants another session on Sunday March 8th. We set it up, he sent again. This time after he pays he continues to talk about toys. I give him a few recommendations.


Sunday, rolls around and we start to play. hes moaning and fucking his ass with all sorts of things. The hour session comes to an end but he wants more. We decide to do a one way cam to finish him up. he cums in a condom and thanks Me for the session. Friday, March 13th, he reaches out to me again, another early morning session. This time we added on a day of shopping beforehand. This allowed for the opportunity for him to have My time, input and recommendations on things he can get for his next session. We spend the rest of the day on and off looking at things for him to buy from Amazon that will get there in time for the Sunday session. Sunday, March 15th, I wake up and check my Telegram... looks like hes online but its still a bit early to reach out. I get Myself settled and go to text him to see if he's ready. Im blocked. I'm sitting there thinking, I wasn't blocked 5 minutes ago, maybe he pushed something or whatever. I message him anyways so I have record on my end so I can send him showing I was there. A few hours later he messages Me... " I came early and was embarrassed. You keep the money You deserve it Goddess." I'm sitting here thinking of course I'm keeping it, I woke up early for this.


Saturday, March 21st, We start to plan our next session for the following day. Ordering more things to play with and this time a sissy outfit as well. We have some fun shopping and getting all the things in prep for tomorrow. Sunday morning. I wake up to being blocked.... yes blocked again. I'm trying to make sense why someone would want to pay for these expensive sessions, and just not show up. It can only be a ripoff kink. He messages me later, apologizes and tells me, of course to keep everything. I don't know why he had an inkling that he would ever get it back.


Thursday, March 26th. Books session for sunday and shopping the day before. We do the shopping again.


Sunday, March 29th. he's prepped and ready for our 1hr text session. he is getting more and more into it. Fully dressed up for Me fucking his ass and moaning. Right before the session ends, he begs to go on cam and finish for Me. he gets on cam, he can only hear Me, and fucks his ass with a unicorn dildo till he squirts everywhere.


Thursday and friday roll around and I don't hear from him. Im thinking this is it for his Sunday streak.


Thursday, April 9th. We chat and book for Sunday. Doing some different, shopping this time with a chastity cage in mind. he ended up picking one out and got everything prepared for Sunday.


Sunday, April 12th. Starting the session with the chastity cage on, it ended up not fitting correctly and falling off mid session. That's OK though we still had fun with all his other toys. We ended up doing another one-way cam right after that and completing our fun for that week.


Thursday, April 16th. Reaching out per usual wanting our session this time we discussed more and he decided he wanted to add on exposure. After initially, sending the first session, I had him send again to make up for the difference. We chatted in and out and ordered a new chastity cage with different rings as well as a very cute outfit. Sunday, April 19th. This was a day that I had a very late night so I was up extremely late. I messaged him around 4am and asked him if he wanted to start the session early. Around 6:30 he decided he wanted an hour pre-session before his session. We ended up having both of those sessions… But it wasn't enough for him after the two hours of playing he decided he wanted a one-way cam session for an hour. I truly feel the only reason why he lasted so long is because he was in Chastity and wasn't able to touch his dick. I guided him on how to hold his vibrating wand onto his cage during the cam and fuck his ass. 20 minutes into the cam he's tapped out and done. He feels so accomplished that he came in a Chasity cage the first time. Tuesday, April 21st. He was so excited and genuinely loved the last session that we had, he decided that he wanted to incorporate everything all at once into the next session. I told him that it was going to be a hefty price tag because it is a lot of time, but he didn't bat an eyelash he told Me send the link to the throne. I sent it. After he said he decided he did not want to do the shopping for that week but was very excited for our weekend session. Sunday, April 26th. We get into it and start our first session. This one is a two hour texting session followed by what was supposed to be an hour cam. 50 minutes into the session of course because he did not wear his chastity cage he came. Even though he mentioned he wanted to come multiple times he didn't realize yet then that he was a one and done kind of person.


Saturday, May 2nd. Reaching out, wanting to try to make it through the full session this time, he excitedly books again for Sunday. Sunday, May 3rd. I will give him some credit… This time he lasted an hour and a half we were supposed to do a two hour texting session in an hour cam needless to say after coming he decided that probably coming more than once is just not it for him, he loves the exposure and being put up in the places that I share him, knowing that men are probably jerking off to him fucking his ass in full sissy outfits. He had his makeup completely done a wig on and really looked super cute just like a little slut should. Now we're up current. he actually messaged Me this week and was very disappointed that he could not make the session but wants to do something different next week. He says he wants to be watched by another sub with Me, so that might happen, we will see. I know he will be back next week definitely to have some fun because I have such a hold on him that he just can't explain at this point.


So now you know why he is proudly deemed the Sunday Sermon sub. ⛪️ We had a conversation when I told him the name that I assigned him. He jokingly said, I bet you do that to all your subs. I explained to him do you understand how many subs I truly have to name them all, it takes a lot of not only the building of a relationship but doing something that truly sticks out to Me to assign a sub, not only a name, but a corresponding emoji.


I only have a handful of subs that hold that special place that get that opportunity and privilege. They know exactly who they are and what emojis are assigned to them. As a little inside joke to Us, they will randomly see their assigned emoji on my timeline and know that I'm talking to them.

 
 
 

Today I saw something that I've only seen a few times in My entire career. My sub sent Me a message for a session, he wanted cei and to rate it, nothing crazy... so I thought. We started off the session as normal. Voice notes being sent and him sending Me back videos and chatting.


We get half way through the session and he casually mentions how he's going to suck the cum out of himself. Im thinking he's just going to pull his legs over his head and cum in his mouth. Boy was I wrong. he replies "oh I can suck" so I told him "Prove it".


Next thing I know I get a video... legs slumped over his head and the camera pans over... his licking the head of his dick. Ok, the head not too far fetched. Bigger dick, long tongue, but no that wasn't it. he started putting his head in his mouth then the head disappears past his lips. he couldn't get much of the shaft in but this was a hell of a lot closer than I have seen in quite a while.


As the session continues, he is able to put a bit of his shaft in his mouth. I told him to do stretching before the next session so he can go deeper. he said his goal is to go balls deep, not sure thats going to happen. he continues to suck and tell Me how good it feels to have his cock in his mouth "enjoying all that precum I see" as I giggle. As the session comes to an end, I count him down to cum. Still in the position I count him down... 3...2...1... next thing I know he sends Me a video. Right into his mouth. he literally sucked the cum out of his cock. He sticks out his tongue so I can see the cum and then he swallows.


I gave him a 10 out of 10 for the experience and explained that it was an amazing and memorable a session. he says he will practice his stretching and won't let Me down.


Sometimes you take a risk in life, sometimes you take the dick in life. This time the sub took both.


 
 
 



My sub got a new toy for his wife, but before he gave it to her, he needed to try it out. It was a little vibrator with a clit stimulator and a whole bunch of fancy settings. The session topic for tonight was how he could be the best sissy. We ended up doing a 15-minute cam session.


At the beginning of the session, I instructed him to do a few sissy poses. "Bend over, open your ass, wiggle it," I commanded. I instructed him to rub the vibrator along his clit dick. When I saw that this wasn't doing it for him, I told him to start on his ass. I instructed him not to insert it but to put the vibrator on the lowest setting and rub it against his asshole.


This is where I started my story. I painted a beautiful picture of how I would get him dressed up in a blonde wig, a tight purple dress, and some heels. I envisioned walking him around the bar. I won’t go into too much detail, as it gives away my storyline. From there, we ended up in a room. I told him I was going to pimp him out. The walk around the bar was just to showcase the goods that people were going to use.


The first man walked in, took out his cock, and got him hard. He ended up coming in my sub's ass. The second man walked in and started to use his mouth until he moved to his ass. This is when the third man walked in. Now, he was being spit-roasted. Both men came in their respective holes and left.


Last but certainly not least, Daddy came in with his big, thick black cock. He started to use my sub's sissy mouth to get him hard before moving onto his ass. This is where I began painting vivid imagery. I described in detail how he was being used by this big, thick cock. His body started to convulse as his ass was being fucked harder and faster with his toy. I could see his body clearly shaking.


As I continued to get more detailed about how he was being fucked, I could tell he was on the brink of coming. I kept painting the imagery of how he was about to experience his first sissygasim. If you don't know what a sissygasim is, it's when a sub comes strictly from anal stimulation. I knew I had him right where I wanted him. I maintained all the detail, watching him convulse, shake, and truly enjoy himself.


I whispered softly into the camera, "When you feel it, just let go." Next thing I knew, there was a big pool of cum that landed on his stomach. At that moment, I knew he had achieved it. He couldn't stop thanking me for finally giving him the freedom to be who he truly is. This solidified for him that this was what he truly needed to be in life: a big sissy.


Never underestimate the power of mental domination. Without me painting the picture for him and him being very open-minded, he would have never achieved this. Mental domination plays a huge role in any type of domination, regardless of whatever kink or fetish it is. There is always some mental play involved.


Stay kinky and open minded.

 
 
 

Goddess Crytsal EST. 2017

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